Thought sits poised in a body ready for action. For no apparent reason, the body acts like it is not receiving fuel, however it does not stop but will not accelerate either. The mind and emotions take over and the body stands still, stuck in a doorway, having already left one action but resistant on arriving to the next action. The opportunity to start is challenged by the ability to stop, until the difference between the two blurs. One action distracts the next. A hindering relationship, disguised as the honest moment of consideration before the body moves.
The sense of proprioception, or kinesthesia, allows us to have the desire to move, either voluntarily or involuntarily, and the ability to perform that movement. Additionally, feedback is then sent in return to assess the outcome, all completed in a normal reaction time. The main objective in a waiting dog dies is to expand that normal reaction time, by endlessly placing ‘somatic pauses’ in the mind and body’s communicative partnership. How long can one moment be extended? Choreographer and performer, Michael O’Connor slips between the states of action and hesitation, allowing the mind and body’s struggle to communicate flourish.
For some of us, there are times when our inability to move is more harmful to us than the action we are afraid to do.
Michael O'Connor